A TEACHERble Moment on Letting Go

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

I’m scared to let go because holding on is the only way I know how to survive. I’ve wrapped my identity around what I couldn’t fix, what I couldn’t save, what I kept hoping would change if I just loved harder or prayed longer. Letting go feels like betrayal to me.

For me to let go, it would take laying my fear at God’s feet and admitting I don’t understand His timing or His silence at times. It would take releasing the belief that my suffering is what makes me faithful.

Letting go would mean trusting that God can hold what I can’t, and that I am allowed to rest without falling apart. I would have to believe that I am still whole without what I’m releasing, that God’s love doesn’t disappear when I stop holding on and maybe, just maybe, letting go is the bravest prayer I’ll ever pray.



One response to “A TEACHERble Moment on Letting Go”

  1. Letting go can be so scary! I kinda fear that too!

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